confusion from judgement

You are the writer of your own book

When people are incarcerated for whatever reason, some people would say it is not possible to go any where for them because they keep hearing the shadow people. “YES”, to them those people are real to the ex-inmate/ convicted people that hears them & see the shadows while they are hearing other people. These shadow people are an organization in the community “find their records” than they track the person tormenting them to want to commit suicide or try to put themselves back into prison. This torment feels as though it will never go away. Most of the time “ you need to realize that that feeling may not go away so recognize that when you have sex or do other adult things with other adult people, there is someone else always watching even in the windowless room…” you need to realize that this feeling may be numbed when you can say in your soul that you enjoy being watch, and if they are talking about you they are not talking about your loved ones” you are protecting your loved ones.” This will help you not to dwell on it, and just recognize you are where you are and being where you are is legal and no one can say or do anything to hurt you and yours.”  

People on the street say you are demented, or deranged, twisted etc... Doctors say that you have paranoid schizophrenia, or some counselors say that you are feeling guilty for what was said or done. I know that’s the reason a lot of people find peace in seclusion from the community (solitary confinement), or the rage ends up putting the person back in jail or prison. Depression sets in and the person ends up ending the life experience.

YOU ARE HUMAN, AND WE ALL MAKE MISTAKES. You have paid or in the prosses of paying the price the courts required you to do. You as a person in your position will have a harder issue getting jobs, good friends, or even associates and even housing when these people in the community talk about what you were convicted for. Most people in your shoes have ended up being a couch potato until they die, or working odd jobs “under the table”, same day jobs, or jobs other people did not want to do. Even better they start a new business knowing this is a better life than people had in mind. Other people can not fire you, when you are the boss… they can make it hard on you, but that happens to everyone not just you.

Are they there to torment you or teach you? the way the community views what you went through?  “Listening to the wind can help you because your community understands that you.” Are a spiritual person and if you hear something you can confront them and say did this happen and go from there.” You never want to approach it with anger after you get out and have gone to anger management, and other psychological programing. It will ruin everything you have been working for than they won. (DO NOT LET THEM WIN, YOU ARE BETTER THAN THAT YOU ARE PART OF THE WINNI SIDE OF SUCCIETY… IF YOU FORGET THAT READ THIS AGAIN AND AGAIN.) do not give them the satisfaction. You are better than that and it means something, and you mean something to us.

You need to understand that you do not need to tell everyone that you were convicted of any crime. My suggestion for you is admit a crime that happened than drop it, but only when they ask. If they keep asking me to tell them, you can’t and do not want to talk about it. Then if they keep asking, just tell them if the court hears you talking about it you will go back to jail.

Understand you are not another person; you do not have to commit another crime. I am here to tell you face yourself, community, and then talk to your spirit/ spiritual guides tell them you know these things.

1. When they say they want a relationship with a bad boy, I have found they only want a want to be. So, when you think you want to be accused of committing another crime this may help you to change your mind. When you father a child and the mother run because she does not want their child raised the way you would be teaching them.
2. When the community takes your children and raises them, not letting your child know their true parents.
3. Your biological family taking your parenting away from you, hanging your child/ children over your head to control you.
4. When you finally get a great job, you did not let the boss know you were convicted, and an outsider comes I and you get fired because you feel they wanted to ruin you.
5. You can never feel that you will ever have a friend you can trust, If you do find one you can trust, remember this statement, the first person screw you over is the last person you expect.
6. Even your biological family will take advantage of your mental health. Taking advantage, you’re your spouse, and friends you are romantically involved with. I do not mean just part of your family; I mean all your family.
7. I personally know of a family that all the males of the clan went so far as to touching his other partner training them that monogamy is no longer ok. Because it will always happen.
8. If they do not take advantage learn to expect how easy they get offended/ take offence to get rid of them. (If you feel love stand up to your partner). Temporarily Cut off the family if need be and you will learn more from your partner seeing if they were right or wrong. The family will come back when they see they were wrong, or they will cut you off on their own. (It is not your job to appease family that mentally abuse who you are.
9. If you truly love this person, I advise that you empty your closet, and one or two things will happen. Before you get married tell your partner of your crime so they can either run for the hills or support and protect who you are, and they will want to be Helping you in life.
10. The power to will, the power to dare, the power to keep silence really applies to you. I say this by saying if you talk to quickly, you may lose what may have been a new life of prosperity.
11. ** The shadow people I know are real and if you do not understand please make sure you understand, the unseen people that invoke speech around you or leave an energy with you, understand you have the power to quiet your soul to protect you. What they start off with is hearing your issues that you do not need to be talked about causing fear, depression, & anxiety can arise, and they are trying to push over the edge. If you say anything they will call it schizophrenia if they do not understand. (ALWAYS REMEMBER CONFERMATION IS KEY.) This is a way to ease your mind. If it cannot be confirmed then pay attention to the here and now, stay with in your space until you know it is not real.
12. **Number ten shows you that if you are not careful anger, frustrations, depression, and your addictions take over again. Then the cycle over again, unless you take your own life.
13. OUTSIDERS HURT YOU AND YOUR FAMILY SO BE CAREFUL WHEN YOU CHOOSE YOUR KINDRED. YOU NEED TO CARE FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY, YOU LEAD YOUR LIFE BECAUSE IF YOU ALLOW SOMEONE TO COMMAND YOU, OR CONTROL YOUR FAMILY THEY WILL TAKE YOUR FAMILY FROM YOU.

These things are hard for people to see as long as you stay quiet about the past. Remember your past is your past and that information is not your present unless you bring it to your current times. The past is now a story, and the future is yet to happen so depending on what you do with your present time. What you have is right now.

People have not lived your life book. They are only part time characters as you write your own book. What they do with you, depending on what they do with your life depends on what kind of characters they are in your book. For example, your life partner should be a main character, but some people put them to the side for another person or animal. You are in a lot of books and you’re the writer of your own book and you choose who and what is in your book.

May the gods bless and guide you as you bless the others around you.